Allahyarhamah Normah.

5 years it has been since the moment where my world starts to collide. She was taken away from me, away from all of us. Oh how I wish I could turn back time. I wanna tell her I love her, I wanna hug her and kiss her cheeks, I wanna wake up listening to her voice.

Oh how I wish you were here :( I want you to see me now. By far, I'm as successful as a girl of my age can be. I got astonishing results and all the time I wish you were there to see me. I want you to be proud of me, to feel that all the hardships in raising me is worth it all.

Why'd you have to go too soon? Why can't you give it just a little more time. I wanna buy her her dream house, her dream car, I wanna give her everything that she wants. YOU took her away way too soon.

What could I possibly prove at the age of 13? The silly UPSR results was the only good achievement of mine that we share.

I hope you rest in peace. I hope Allah bless your soul. I know he'll take the best care of his best servants, and you're definitely one of them. I miss you ummi :(

Sangat :(