Feelings, Love.

Okay this post might be a little bit too mushy, but I can't help blogging about it. It's been on my mind, bugging me!

Well, What do I know about love? It's not like I've been in a relationship before. However, that doesn't mean I've never had feelings for anyone.

One thing I know about love is that, you can't stop it. It's impossible to stop yourself from falling for someone. No matter how hard you try to ignore it, no matter how you try convince yourself "No I don't love him, he's just no one", it won't work. Maybe it will, for a few seconds, but by the end of the day, you'll just realize how much you love him and miss him.

This person you truly love usually have a very strong power on your emotions. He can make you laugh on your verge of tears, he can make you cry even when things just felt so right. Even his emotions affect yours. When you know he's sad, or even when you don't know, you can just feel it. I don't know how is that possible.

He'll never leave your mind for even a second. No matter how busy, how tired, how distracted you are. And when you hear his voice at the end of an exhausting, disastrous, horrible day, everything simply becomes perfect again. His soothing voice will just wash away all the things that bother you.

Obviously, he's always always an exception. All girls have a list of things they want their guy to have, and to not do, take smoking for example. But when it comes to this one super special someone, it just doesn't matter anymore. All that you care about is you love him, for you don't know what reasons, and of course, if he loves you back it's a dream come true. If he doesn't, you'd be patiently waiting, you have faith in him.

And sometimes, even when the whole world is against you, even when your bestfriends don't approve, you'll still fight for it. Cause you believe, you strongly believe that the feelings you feel is true. It's LOVE. What do they know?

Well, I think it's obvious how madly in love I am right now. It scares me, really. Realizing that it can end anytime, who knows if suddenly all the feelings change and when I wake up tomorrow things are no longer the same? But well again, that's love. You risk your own heart. It's like giving a gun to someone, and trust them not to pull the trigger.


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