Train station.

I was waiting alone, as always. Suddenly there's a middle-aged lady came sitting beside me with her little daughter.

At first I felt nothing, and then I overheard their conversation, I saw how they are very close and how the daughter is very manja with her mom.

Without me realizing, tears were rolling down my cheek the whole time I was looking at them. Then I realized, ya Allah, I miss her so much.

I dreamed of her last night. I merajuk with her cause she had never sent me back to college, padahal I'm already in my second semester. So she promised, she'll send me the next time.

When I woke up, I felt happy to see her, but also I felt like there's a hole in my heart. Again, it hits me harder, I really really miss her. I wish I could mengadu to you like how this little girl beside me mengadu everything to her mom.

How I wish the dream was real. How I wish you were really here to send me back to college. How I wish I could have just one more lunch with you. I miss you so much. I wish you were here :(