In a more simplified language, apabila seseorang menzalimi kita, kita berhak untuk membalas setimpal dengan apa yang dia buat dekat kita. Tetapi lebih baik jika kita memaafkan, Allah akan balas dengan ganjaran yang besar.
Kak Ummi told me that when you've forgiven someone, you should not ever bring up about that topic again. About whatever kind of wrongdoings that person had done to you.
Im trying my best to do so. Im trying my best to forgive everyone and anyone sincerely, despite whatever that they've wronged me. It's not easy to forgive someone, sometimes it breaks you inside, but inshaaAllah I'll be strong. Allah suka orang yang sabar. Assobru minal iman. The faith that I have in Him makes me the strongest girl ever. All that I do, every single thing that I'm doing with my live is with no other hopes but to please Him.
One thing I want to share from my own experience, the feeling that you get when your heart is finally open to forgive someone that you once said "I'll never forgive her till my last breath!", it's priceless. I felt happy, I felt like a burden is put off my shoulders. It's like you have one less thing to worry about.
Make sure, before you sleep, forgive everyone. That's the most important thing. You wouldn't know if you'll wake up the next morning, or the time that you closed your eyes to sleep would be the last time that you see the world. We'll never know.
Of course, I that all of you will forgive me too. I was so hot-tempered and angry back then, I bet I've hurt a lot of people. I'm so very truly sorry.
Allah, the one and only reason I'm still breathing the same fresh air, the reason for every breath that I take, and of course, the reason that I live my life this way.
Trying to improve myself to be the best Muslimah. Inshaallah. Assalamualaikum :)
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