Monday, 18 June 2012

Good old old times.

The word 'old' is repeated to show that it happened a really long time ago. Form 2 if I'm not mistaken, I was still a very young girl, hardly fourteen years old. Bila fikir balik, it's hilarious.

I was having this HUGE HUGE crush on my brother's friend, well to be exact, Saiful. Hahaha. He knows, he actually knew it when I was actually liking him. It was very totally embarrassing. I still remember the feeling when I saw him online on MSN Messenger after I found out that he knew I like him. Thank God, he acted cool. It was a huge relief. Haha.

I can't stop laughing now. I was such a silly, taktahumalu girl. Because I liked him, I stalked him (of course). I ended up being close friends with her sister Hanim, then I ended up being close to his whole family. He has the sweetest parents in the world :)

Time after time, the feelings faded away little by little cause he's more like a brother to me than a guy whom I could possibly fall into. That's my favorite part of the whole stories. I like how I was madly crazily falling head over heels for him, but there's no heartbreaks. Happy je menggila syok sendiri sorang2. Hahaha.

I still remember how I melt when I saw him playing piano and singing at the same time. Oh god, cair gila-gila. Hahaha. One of the funniest thing that I can never forget is when Hanem told me Saiful read my comments on MySpace, a friend of mine asked "So hows Saiful?" and I answered something like "Oh my god I love him so much!" HAHAHA kantoi gila!

I have like 2 diaries yang penuh pasal Saiful. I liked him for nearly or more than 2 years so...yeah. I think I still have them, and I still keep the letter he gave me, the poem. Cair gila macam memang tak terkata la kan when I read that poem HAHA. Oh my god, I literally can't stop laughing. Selamat still at starbucks, if kat rumah ni confirm dah gelak macam apa.

I don't know if he remembers any of that. I wonder how would he react if he reads this post? Hahaha. Those few years were kinda the best years in my life, I won't forget any of that. Okay Madihah, dah boleh stop gelak -.-'

2 comments:

wordstodevour said...

Dear Madihah, I keep diaries too. I recorded everything, so of course I'd remember. Thank you for your kind remarks, I'm flabbergasted, honoured and of course, flattered.

You are so kind, you and your family. Thank you. You have no idea how red are my cheeks right now.

Thanks again.

Madihahh. said...

Oh my god, this is embarrassing. I did not know you read my blog............ neither you have any idea how red my cheeks are right now. Haha. Btw, you're most welcome :>