What to love about me? :D

I feel like leaving this whole slot empty. Get what I mean? Heh.

The perfect answer is nothing. Even if I were someone else, I wouldn't love Madihah either. At the first glance, some people might think I'm perfect. They say I'm smart, they say I'm pretty, they say I'm sweet. Well, of course I'm thankful for whatever Allah has given to me but honestly, I think none of that is true.

Despite being vain 24/7 until my friends are sick of it, I know where I stand. Smart? There are millions and billions of people out there who are smarter than me, I'm not stupid of course but neither I am THAT smart. Pretty? If you look up for it's meaning in the dictionary, everything about ke is a contradiction of that.

So you see, that explains a lot of thing. I realise where I stand and how I don't deserve the love from anybody, even the ones that I thought I do.

Thankfully, I have Him. "Cukuplah Allah bagiku." Yes. His love is the only one that I long for, not the love from any human beings that changes all the time. Give me the strength, ya Rabb. The strength to control my anger, the strength to be Your righteous servant, the strength to go through all this hardships with patience.

Ma fi qalbi ghairullah. There's no one in my heart but Allaah ❤