Too much to ask?

I've a lot of guy friends and I'm close to many of them. It started in primary school where ALL of my close friends are boys, I hardly have girl friends. As I grow older, I've more girlfriends, and that's where I face all the dramas, friendship problems, that's how I know what is it that you call backstabbers. I came up with the conclusion that it's easier to be friends with guys than girls. But still, my best best friends are my girlfriends. The dramas, the fights are just some parts of our journey. I love all of you. You guys know who you are :) ❤

Okay that's totally out of topic. Let's get back on track. I wanna talk about my dream guy. When you ask a girl about her dream guy and she said "I have none." that's the biggest lie ever ever. All girls must have dreamed about her dream guy.

First thing first, discussed about this with Syairah a fortnight ago, is of course, his religion, a good Muslim. At first we came up with wealthy, but then no no no. It's education. What's the point of being rich but a poor fish? A smart guy would find his own way to get up there. And then, think again, he must be religious! Being loaded and rich can guarantee your life in the dunya, what about the afterlife? Obviously, when someone follows the right path of Islam, he'll work hard to live happily in this world, and most importantly in the hereafter. Menuntut ilmu merupakan sesuatu yang dituntut oleh Islam, jadi seseorang yang kuat agamanya mesti rajin menuntut ilmu = smart! :)

So being religious sums up the 1. Can guide me and be my imam 2. Smart - appearance and educationwise 3. Wealthy $€¥£$ hahaha ;)

Second is, he can get along with my randomness, bimboness and most importantly my emotionalness (if such words even exist). People bore me easily *cheh cakap macam player habis kan hahaha. But seriously, I don't like it when people do things exactly as expected. Mcm dudeee pleasee! I, myself, like to do random stuffs. I like it more when things happen spontaneously no matter how much I love making plans. I want someone who would randomly come to my house late at night just to go eat burger with me or unexpectedly come to my house in the morning asking me out on a date. *okay ni dah masuk bab berangan*

Bimboness? It's actually gedikness if you're not clear about the meaning, just that bimboness sounds cuter. Not that I nak membuka pekung didada or whatnot, itu lumrah wanita, gedik. At times, my bimboness just went overboard hahaha. Emotional? Don't ask about it. Especially when it's at the time of the month, even I can't stand myself.

The normal cliche is to accept me for who I am. I'm not perfect, I've flaws here and there. So yeah, I need someone who can cope with all that.

And of course, good looking. This is very subjective. Yes, true that I always say I like someone tall fair and handsome. But that's not it, good looking doesn't necessarily mean all that, it simply means by looking at his face I feel calm. You don't wanna wake up every morning next to a guy who looks like orang pecah rumah kan?! Haha.

Whatever it is, jodoh telah ditetapkan. Also stated in the Holy Quran "Indecent women are for indecent men and indecent men are for indecent woman. Good women are for good men and good men are forflood women" (24:26). To get the good one, we first have to work our way to be a good one :) I believe my soulmate is somewhere out there, still finding his way to find me. And I've a great feeling, I've never met him yet. The day will come, and I'll wait for you :)