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Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir.
" O My Lord, make it easy, and do not make it difficult. "

It's such an amazing, powerful du'a I've been chanting since the past few days. Life has been rough (okay I'm exaggerating, but losing a file which contains all your important documents ain't funny).

He made it easy for me the last time. I searched the whole house for my folder, I couldn't find it. Then I remember someone told me a story of Rasulullah pbuh's friend by which he said (if I'm not mistaken, wallahualam);

Walaupun tali kasut putus, akan aku cari penyelesaiannya di dalam al-Quran.

So I went and prayed, after that I went to the store, opened the last box and tadaaa it's there. I couldn't be more thankful.

But this time, it wasn't so easy. I already kept that folder, then my aunt took it and put it elsewhere and turned out that elsewhere is nowhere she could remember. I got mad. After all the troubles I went through, digging the boxes and all, you misplaced it just like that?

We searched the house for a few days. I got mad I got angry I cursed I keep sighing. My best friends tried to calm me down and gave me tips to search for missing things;

1. Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir, she asked me to read it and keep praying.

2. Selawat while looking for it. Just keep doing it and first thing first, chill yourself.

3. One of Allah's name is known to find lost things. Sambil cari, sambil sebut Al-Haq. In shaa Allah jumpa.

But still, I keep on saying "easy for you to say cause its not you who's been looking for it for days!"

Then I prayed, recited His beautiful words of the Qur'an, felt much better but super exhausted, so I slept. This morning I woke up minutes before my alarm goes on, get up right away and perform Fajr prayers.

"Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir." the first thing I thought. Then I get ready and start hitting the road at about 10AM, though I nak cepat, I still brought my aunt to the market. Just to keep her happy. Then guess what? By 4PM, I took my pictures and get all 64 pieces printed, I found my file, I photocopied my certs, and I even get my medical checkup done - at a very reasonable price.

Everything went perfectly smooth today. Alhamdulillah sangat sangat sangat. It's a long entry, it could be longer tapi inshaallah ni memang nak sangat share. What I learnt from this is that, patience is virtue.

And seek you help (from Allah) through patience and prayer; and most surely it is a hard thing, save upon the humble. [1:45]


Assalamualaikum xxx