PMS.

My mood is permanently spoiled after coming back from KK. I feel like an emotional wreck. I get angry VERY easily, I cried reading a novel with a beautiful ending, I stay up late at night curled up in my blanket overthinking about life.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's about leaving KTT? But I don't really feel all that sad. Well I am sad of course, my classmates are the best and my housemates are the sweetest and my batch mates are just awesome. "I'm not really all that sad" is, maybe, a denial. My body shows symptoms of stress and there couldn't be any other reasons.

Okay maybe there is. We haven't talked for a few days and I don't know, maybe I miss him? Okay the word maybe is an understatement. It's "of course" or "what the hell it's very very true" okay shut up.

I'm in the kind of mood when every single living creature annoys the freak out of me. Someone talks to me, I'm annoyed, I give hurtful response, I feel guilty, I sit alone, I cry. So it's best to just stay away from people. But you, are an exception. Till then I'm just gonna hibernate in my room, getting away with my novels and do some writing. I need to get a new laptop but I'm waiting for the money from my dad. Love isn't something I can ask from him, so money is all I ask for.

From the pattern of this entry you can see how an emotional wreck I am. So long and good night bye.

Oh and yes of course, I miss you. Have a great weekend ❤