Forgotten.

I once watched a movie where the girl forgot that that day was her birthday because she was very busy with work. You know what thought crossed my mind? "Nonsense gila weh. How could anyone forget their own birthday? Tak logic."

Never say never. If it weren't for Naqib (who mistakenly wished me a day earlier) and Aiza (who asked me out on the day before my birthday to treat me dinner), I wouldn't have the slightest idea that yesterday was my birthday. Most probably because I really don't look forward to turning two-oh, and no I don't look forward to anything coz I really don't want the time to move fast T-T

Haha so my very first wisher yesterday was Aiza weee~ since Atul tak puas hati (she was late by a minute haha) so I told her she's the first one who called to wish my birthday haha. Erin wished at 12:03AM and then Syera called, and then Nublan.

On text, it was Fatin K and Kak Quna ~ okay a few more on twitter and whatsapp thanks a lot to everyone who wished me, aminnnn for all the prayers. Tapi kan hahahahha one thing I notice, quite a number of people wish me to "dapat jodoh cepat" hahaha tu memang wish yang akan dapat when you turn 20 eh? But still, aminnn hahaha. 

It's just another ordinary day, like really, nothing special at all (except that my phone tings* quite a number of time today) haha. I'm glad to get the wishes, especially from the ones who really remember coz I don't put my birthday anywhere, not on Facebook (especially!). But hmm it's quite sad that he doesn't remember tapi takpe lah. Focus on what you have instead of what you don't.

So,

Happy twentieth birthday Madihah Ismail. You've officially turned twenty now, no more denying it. Never stop being the confident, strong and bold Madihah. Crying doesn't mean you're weak coz even the strongest walls shake, but they never collapse. Always be grateful with what you have, it'll make you happy. Never regret any decisions you've made coz its all fated, and obviously Allah knows best. If things don't turn out the way you planned, remember that He plans better. Jodoh? Nahh forget about it, you're happy enough with your family and friends around. Let Him arrange everything for you cause if it's meant to be, it will be. A not-so-short reminder from your very own alter ego, Maddie. Xoxo