Hajjah Normah.

I still remember when I was in primary 6, I was at school and of course, I brought my phone. In class while the teacher was teaching, I wrote down the date in my book and I was like "SHIT! It's the 10th of August and it's almost noon already and I haven't wished my mom!"

So I asked for the permission to go to the toilet. I called but she didn't pick up so I spend so many minutes trying so hard to give her the best birthday text. I find it hilarious sitting in the toilet cubicle to send a birthday text to my mom. Haha.

Little that I know that that would be the last birthday that she was healthy. When I was in form 1, she was already very sick on her birthday. Gahhh let's not get there.

Today is the second day of raya and Alhamdulillah for such a great and big family I have. Uda, my siblings, the in laws and little nieces. I'm glad to be a part of them. Though of course, it hits me that she's not there. I wish she's still around to see how her family is expanding. Sedih lagi kan haha. But she's in my heart, on my mind all the time.

And, I think he likes someone. Of course it's just an assumption cause I'm no mind reader, I'm a science student who make a conclusion based on observation and analysing. So yeah, so long and goodbye dear crush.

Kak Ummi and Dol, also Aiza and Hanem inshallah will be coming tomorrow. Looking forward to see them!! Hehe. I'm exhausted baru balik dari kampung. Time to hit the sack. Goodnight, and Salam Aidilfitri you all! (Suddenly teringat kawan yang dah flew to India, mesti dorg sedih kan raya kat sana T-T be strong you people I'll see you guys soon hehe) ~