Another complaint.

It's not that I'm not thankful, it's not that I'm always miserable here in India, neither can I say I'm very happy. I'm okay, most of the time I enjoy it but of course, when you're thousands of miles away from home, you can't help missing the people there.

Today is Hawa's birthday and I miss her so so much. Last year I was in KTT when Zeze called, and the next day I went to the hospital to see my newborn baby. How I wish I could do the same this year, to just drive to my sister's house and celebrate Hawa's birthday.

I just gotta accept the fact that I'm all grown up. I'm no longer the little Dedek who's at home all the time, present on each and every events. I can feel the homesickness starting to kick in but I know my friends here won't let it reach me. One of the greatest blessings I have.

Things are actually getting better. The more I over-think about this place, the more thankful I am to be placed here instead of any other parts of India. One of those rare moments where over-think makes you feel better.

But yeah still, I'm very looking forward to go back on December! Haha.