Life's not fair.

You know the feeling when you've got the best person ever? Like everything went perfectly fine. You love the way they talk, the way they explain things, the way they answer each and every one of your questions though most of the time you can't answer theirs? You get really attached and suddenly, you just have to let go.

Annoying, isn't it?

Sree Padma mam is the best anatomy lecturer, ever. I didn't score well for the first internal, but if it weren't for her it could've been worse. The new mam is nothing like her. Why can't they let a lecturer stick to one batch, what's with the rotating system urgh I really really hate it. The three hours classes just now was a total repulsion class. My brain can absorb a word she said, everything got reflected, repelled.

I've always hated this feeling. Back in A-levels, when I was very happy with Miss Adha, suddenly she had to let go of our class. I was frustrated, devastated but thank God, Miss Nahazima is another sweetheart. Both of them are amazing Biology lecturers.

Maybe I should give this new lecturer a chance. Maybe I should open up my mind and just give it a try.

Sigh.

I want Padma mam back :(