Be normal.

If someone who doesn't know me come across my blog, they would think I'm one emotional introvert young girl but well, I'm not. Unlike a lot of people I know who are totally normal online but a real introvert and antisocial in real life, I guess I'm the opposite. In real life, I'm just a normal girl (I think normal is exaggerated, maybe slightly demented). I laugh, I make people laugh, I talk, I listen, I jump I dance I sing I enjoy life (besides school). I even used to think I'm a bit arrogant but looking back at life, I can say I'm pretty friendly.

Friendly and flirty, are two damn different things. I've a lot of girl friends, quite a number of guy friends, so I'm comfortable being friendly to both genders. I'm not the kind of girl who is easily flattered (unless if I already have a crush on that guy, that is haha), neither I easily assume "I think he likes me" "I think that guy has a crush on me" ew no unless if he confess, or he told his/my close friends who weren't supposed to tell me but still did.

Even then, I don't care. I would still treat you as a friend, if you would do the same. Not friendzone-ing but why complicate things? If things are meant to be it will be, eventually. I'm open for any possibilities, "never say never". But if you like me, and you're being disgustingly flirty, every single freaking time, I'm sorry I can't be friends with people like that. Calling me baby, sayang and shits the hell man, it's disgusting. Unless if you're my best friend, Hariz sometimes calls me that but it's fine considering the kind of friendship we have, and we both know we didn't even mean it the romantic way.

Some people think they can have it all cause they've all the money in the world. But less did you know, girls like me still exist. Girls who don't care if a guy is filthy rich or just someone living a moderate life, who don't care if a guy drives a Ferrari or myVi, who don't care if your watch is Mont Blanc or Fossil.

Ummi selalu pesan, kita ni tak payah nak hidup mewah sangat, asalkan tak menyusahkan orang lain dah cukup. ❤️