1.
I remember reading an article about why guys should date a girl who reads, probably saw it on Tumblr or something. But I guess if it was me, and this is me warning the guys to not date girls who read, cause they aren't easy. It might be as hard as it is for Tobias to stay in the relationship with Tris.
I am a girl who reads, and I'm not going to stereotype all the girls who read just because I am like the way I am, but I'm just gonna write about what I feel about it, maybe I am actually just talking about myself here.
I am emotional, more than I should be, when I read. Everytime I read, whenever there's a good part I would wanna share it with someone, I wanna tell someone the story as if the story is mine. When it's the happy part, I want someone to listen and laugh with me. When it's the sad part, I want someone there to listen to my pointless rants, about the purely fictional heartbreak that always feels so real. In the few days, I could go on massive mood swings, all affected by the book I currently read.
I don't know if such a guy exist. I don't think there's anyone out there who would be willing to bear with all that throughout life (except my bestfriends atul erin and kak quna of course - you guys have to).
When I find a fictional hero character that I really really really like, like I would think this is exactly the kind of guy I like! And then I think again, do guys like this exist? and if they do, am I interesting enough for them? Only one answer comes to mind and it's a NO.
Cause you see in Tobias and Tris relationship, he held on strong despite how hard she was, cause it was worth it. She was amazing and brave and interesting and strong and sweet and all that. But if a Tobias really exist in real life, I'm no Tris. I can never promise any hardship that someone has to go through with me would be worth it.
2.
I doubt I can continue writing on the story anytime soon. But I really really really want to finish it. I'll really work on it after my first internal assessment, which I still haven't started preparing yet. It's 2:00AM and class tomorrow will start at 8:30AM so I guess I should go to bed.
Goodnight earthlings.
I remember reading an article about why guys should date a girl who reads, probably saw it on Tumblr or something. But I guess if it was me, and this is me warning the guys to not date girls who read, cause they aren't easy. It might be as hard as it is for Tobias to stay in the relationship with Tris.
I am a girl who reads, and I'm not going to stereotype all the girls who read just because I am like the way I am, but I'm just gonna write about what I feel about it, maybe I am actually just talking about myself here.
I am emotional, more than I should be, when I read. Everytime I read, whenever there's a good part I would wanna share it with someone, I wanna tell someone the story as if the story is mine. When it's the happy part, I want someone to listen and laugh with me. When it's the sad part, I want someone there to listen to my pointless rants, about the purely fictional heartbreak that always feels so real. In the few days, I could go on massive mood swings, all affected by the book I currently read.
I don't know if such a guy exist. I don't think there's anyone out there who would be willing to bear with all that throughout life (except my bestfriends atul erin and kak quna of course - you guys have to).
When I find a fictional hero character that I really really really like, like I would think this is exactly the kind of guy I like! And then I think again, do guys like this exist? and if they do, am I interesting enough for them? Only one answer comes to mind and it's a NO.
Cause you see in Tobias and Tris relationship, he held on strong despite how hard she was, cause it was worth it. She was amazing and brave and interesting and strong and sweet and all that. But if a Tobias really exist in real life, I'm no Tris. I can never promise any hardship that someone has to go through with me would be worth it.
2.
I doubt I can continue writing on the story anytime soon. But I really really really want to finish it. I'll really work on it after my first internal assessment, which I still haven't started preparing yet. It's 2:00AM and class tomorrow will start at 8:30AM so I guess I should go to bed.
Goodnight earthlings.
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