Wishful thinking.

I'm looking forward to the day where I'll wake up looking forward to the day. That day is definitely not today, not anytime soon, not anywhere in the near future.

I woke up at 9am, the only thing I look forward to is to read a novel, but I've finished it yesterday. I've been curling in my bed and now it's 11am, and I still have no intention of getting up. I've nothing to look forward to. 

Alhamdulillah I'm feeling better now after a short sweet escape to Dandeli for water rafting last weekend, it was more thn an hour away. I wish its nearer, I wish its a place where I can just walk to. The fresh air clears up my mind while the air in my room suffocates me.

2 weeks to home and it feels like the clock isn't ticking. Can I just fast forward to the day I graduate where I'm all packed and ready to leave this place for good and never coming back, ever?