Kahwin.

Zzzzz we still haven't stopped talking about it. About the marriage that hardly anyone is happy about. We all tried to look for a bright side, we've seen from every possible angle but that side just doesn't seem to exist.

Pelik lah. Kenapa lah tak sabar nak kahwin. I don't know man. Of course lah being a human being its a human nature to want to get married. Tapi lek ah, kalau ada tu ada lah.

I don't give a shit about age or whatever. What I give a shit about is marrying the person I really truly love. I wouldn't mind getting married next month if and only if I've found my "the one" but no I'm not gonna get married next month if just a random guy taktahu asal usul masuk meminang tonight. Worse is when the guy isn't just a random stranger guy but a guy yang you kenal, yang you tahu perangai macam apa je irresponsible nye, tanggungjawab dunia yang simple pun macam ntah pape, how could you say "I do" to that?

I don't know man. The only thing I can think about when this situation/issue arise "Is it desperation?"

Or maybe yeah "jodoh" but I DONT KNOW MANNNN hahaha sejuta kali dah keluar ayat tu. Ntah la. Nauzubillah. I hope God has written a better story on the romantic side of my life. I want to marry someone out of infinite love for each other, not out of desperation and lust.