Hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia
Walau tak bersama dia
This song randomly popped in my head. It brings back quite a bitter memory. Kalau tak silap lagu ni keluar masa tengah patah hati dulu, and at that time, it fits my situation very well.
But now, I love everyone around me that singing that song makes no sense at all. I don't want God to make all this beautiful feelings disappear. I want to love my family and my nieces and my best friends forever, till Jannah inshallah. I am happy with them and inshallah I will always be.
Obviously my happy-o-meter isn't really at its optimum level since I'm back in college a thousand miles away from home, but I feel content.
I gotta say being away from home makes every single moment back there very precious. And I know, not everyone could get this privilege. It hurts like hell at times, but maybe that's what makes me appreciate it even more.
Missing everyone back home already, but life's been busy enough to keep my mind occupied.
Until later, bye!
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