Heartless.

I've always thought it's impossible for me to be heartless, especially when it's romance-related. I always feel so much, as I've said a thousand times before, I'm a girl full of emotions. I feel everything deeply, intensely.

I used to be a hopeless romantic since I was....fourteen? I guess that stops today. Hopeless romantic Madihah is gone, she is not a heartless Madihah.

And for once, One Direction song doesn't fit my situation Although I am broken my heart is untamed still. At the moment, my heart is as tamed as it could be. I won't fall for any stupid guys coming along my way, not even if you're Harry-lookalike, unless if you are Harry Styles.

I'm done.

I used to think I'll always be open about it. I'm always up to know new potential people, thinking one of them could be the one. I guess even that stops here. Screw love life. I'm gonna focus on a more definite future - my career.

Inshallah I'll be done with Bachelor of Dental Surgery (BDS) in three years, I'll straight away apply for a master's degree in Dental Surgery (MDS). It might not stop there. There are so many things to know in Oral and Maxillofacial Surgery I could study that my entire life. Screw romance, I'll just fall in love with all the surgery books.