Stay.

I know I know I should be studying I have a practical exam with viva tomorrow but you know it's pretty hard to concentrate when you've something bugging your mind howling in your head wanting to be let out. Or maybe I'm just looking for an excuse to procrastinate hahaha

Well anyway, yeah. Stay. I wish everyone in my life would stay. I wish I never have to go through any kinds of breakups. Relationship breakup (not that I've been through any hahaha), bestfriendship breakup (hurts like hell), friendship breakup, family breakup. 

But that's the thing about life, about people and their hearts. It's not something that we can control. You can't force someone to stay. No matter how much you love them, no matter how hard you try when they want out, you have no choice but to let go.

I guess I'm in the condition where I should already be able to say I'm used to it, im better at handling it but no. I get attached to memories too strongly. I think about random things about random friends everyday, so it's typical of me to randomly text an old friend just to ask how're things. I'm not the kind who would text you after not talking for ten years to ask you to join MLM or to borrow money kay so don't get suspicious hahaha.

So yeah, some people you can't see it coming. Suddenly they're gone. Some people, you can see the spaces growing between you two but there's nothing you can do about it. It sucks.