Food for the soul.

March flew by so quickly! It's 21st already today yet I still think we're still in February. Probably cause the first week was spent in Europe, and once we're back in Dharwad the schedule was mad. General Surgery and General Medicine practical exams are like Facebook in smart phones - consume a hell lot of energy makes your battery drain out so fast. (Is that comparison even legit? Haha)

But alhamdulillah all that is over, for now. 

I was in bangalore over the weekend for a religious event, a gathering with my sisters. Honestly, at first I didn't go because I really wanted to or anything, it's just that my naqibah has been asking us to join events but I've been making up excuses. But since this event is in bangalore I was like, okay maybe I can join and I can go shopping after that, and I'm definitely going to get some donuts.

Once I arrived at the Bayt Ansar (name of the place we're having the gathering at), I feel like, if my intention for coming is solely for donuts, all the exhaustion from traveling on a bus for 7 hours would be such in vain. None of it will be seen by Allah as a deed, like all in vain, kosong.

So I reset my intentions, get my nawaitu right or what they call as - tajdid niat. Some slots was really interesting but despite the niat when my eyes are heavy my mind just goes..... Haha.

But during the last slot, that is when I felt like Allah really wanted to show me somethingg/make me feel something that's why He arranged for me to be here today. I feel so blessed, my dry heart feels relived somehow, I can feel His love seeping into my heart.

Ya Allah, make Your love stay. Make me not such a lazy person. Make me be a girl full with motivation, driven by You and Only You. Fill me heart with Your love, make me be the happiest girl in the world because I have Ypu and Only You in my heart.

Thank You Allah. The Most Merciful, The Most Loving ❤️