Well moving in isn't all that hard actually, especially if you've only known them for like a month or two. The thing that makes it hard is that you still hope wish pray that whatever you're thinking about is wrong.
I'm an expert in this, like, cmon. I can tell if someone has lost interest in me even before they realise that. The problem with me is, I wish he'd prove my thoughts wrong. All the red lights flashing on top of my head? I chose to look pass through them thinking "you're overthinking Madihah". I guess I've given enough chances to more than enough number of guys. I decided to stop, really.
"All guys are the same" has been my line since 2011, and I guess that's how it'll be until the end. Of course, I'm not gonna deny I know a number of amazing, loyal, lovely guys. The closest to me are my brothers-in-law, my friends' husbands, so yeah you can argue all you want but I still stick to that.
I've never fancied the idea of building up walls I think they're bullshit but that's exactly what I'm doing now. (We will see hahaha)
On a side note, I'm so thankful to Allah for blessing my life with a very kind soul who happened to walk into my life the moment I need it the most. When someone you've so much respect for have such an amazing faith in you, you can't help but feel very moved and motivated, even loved somehow. Thank you so much, I can only pray to God to repay your kindness in the best possible way ❤️
I'm an expert in this, like, cmon. I can tell if someone has lost interest in me even before they realise that. The problem with me is, I wish he'd prove my thoughts wrong. All the red lights flashing on top of my head? I chose to look pass through them thinking "you're overthinking Madihah". I guess I've given enough chances to more than enough number of guys. I decided to stop, really.
"All guys are the same" has been my line since 2011, and I guess that's how it'll be until the end. Of course, I'm not gonna deny I know a number of amazing, loyal, lovely guys. The closest to me are my brothers-in-law, my friends' husbands, so yeah you can argue all you want but I still stick to that.
I've never fancied the idea of building up walls I think they're bullshit but that's exactly what I'm doing now. (We will see hahaha)
On a side note, I'm so thankful to Allah for blessing my life with a very kind soul who happened to walk into my life the moment I need it the most. When someone you've so much respect for have such an amazing faith in you, you can't help but feel very moved and motivated, even loved somehow. Thank you so much, I can only pray to God to repay your kindness in the best possible way ❤️
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