Alhamdulillah I’ve kinda settled down. Though there are a few things I haven’t bought but overall it’s fine now.
I start working at night too on some days, decided not to go for weekends.
Now it’s CMCO. Little movement are allowed (well, hence it’s called Movement Control Order lol)
And finally, slowly, the loneliness starts to kick in. I know this is inevitable. I don’t long to go back to Kinrara. That house, though so many people live in there, it still feels so empty. I don’t know what I’m looking for. I know people say you can’t let your happiness depends on someone. But most of the time I am happy, but there will be nights like tonight where I crave human company.
Life is bearable on my own, but....idk. I am thankful for all the things in my life, don’t get me wrong. I know Allah is preparing for me something great, but I’m just....tired. And all I ask is someone to hold, someone to talk to, someone to be there with me through ups and downs in life.
Will the time ever come, ya Allah?
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