Silly Madihah is silly.

Sometimes I just hate how outspoken I am. I write things out, I say out loud things without thinking. Okay example is I like a guy, so I sesuka hati tweet about it. I hate a girl, so I sesuka hati blog about it. Like, I'm the kind of person who thinks no one cares about my life so why would people pay attention to what I say or write.

And THAT, I tell you, is the most moronic, silliest part of me. This had happened to me so many times but I've never ever ever learnt my lessons. I can't help it you know, it's like a habit already. I write to let out what I feel. Obviously people would just go pass through it and obviously if I write something significant to them, they'd stop for a while and take a look.

At times I wonder if I even have a brain cause at most times I can't feel it functioning. My Lord. At this time I feel like banging my head on the wall, do a plastic surgery and change my identity, and just disappear from the world. Madihah no longer exist. Oh God, that was such an embarrassment I don't wanna say anything anymore I'll just delete every accounts I have and act like I don't exist kbai.