Ya Allah.

First thing first, all praises to Allah for my unexpectedly amazing results. I swear I didn't expect it to be that good. Alhamdulillah I scored 4As for my A-Level. Alhamdulillah sangat sangat sangat. Thank You Dear Lord. I don't know if I deserve it but You sure know best, and this is surely the best thing for me. Alhamdulillah again :')

For my dear friends who don't pass the cut-off point and can still smile and say "Alhamdulillah", you guys have my respect. If that was me, I don't know if I could handle it. As promised, He won't test His servant with something more than that person could bear kan. Setiap orang di uji dengan ujian yang berbeza.

Ujian yang aku terima? Memang hanya Dia yang tahu how it breaks me, torn me apart. Aku nampak ceria, aku sentiasa senyum, tapi tahu dalam hati macam mana? Sentiasa kena tahan air mata keluar. Dalam dada sentiasa rasa sebak. I was born in a family so perfect, with both my parents and my amazing aunt, my siblings. Sekarang apa dah jadi? Things just go terribly wrong after she left. Their respond to my results is just....astounding. Bukan pujian yang aku minta, I just want at least a "congrats!" or maybe a phone call to congratulate your little sister. But what did I get? Nagging. Celebration? Dream of it.

Besides that, I'm blessed with amazing friends. Their respond when I tell them my results is really great. I actually feel appreciated. They make me feel like something.

Apa-apa pun, alhamdulillah yang Allah. Jadikan aku hambaMu yang kuat untuk go through semua ujian ni dengan sabar :')