Psychotic friend.

What triggered me to write this post is actually a statement I heard from someone I know; "when I like someone, I want him to like me back" which for me, sounds kinda psychotic. I mean yes of course when you like someone you'd wish for them to like you back, but not like like that, get what I mean?

As for me, when I like someone, I like him. If he likes me back it's an amazing bonus but if he doesn't then it doesn't even matter. He's my crush, not my boyfriend. And if anyone wants to like him too, it's their right. And if he likes anyone else, then by all means, go on. I won't go crazy like godd I really hate him he's a player he flirts with everyone he's this he's that omg I hate him. What's with being VERY possessive with something that's not even yours? -___-'

My crush don't usually last too long. I mean, well maybe it's kinda long (8-9 months?) but that's just it. Like the guy I'm currently having a crush on? The more I know him (we hardly talk but still there's a progress okay hahaha) the more I like him. His attitude and manner (which almost none of the Indians here have) melts me heart haha. But thing is, I've never think of what if we get together? Let alone marriage, let alone seeing his family and what if his family has already arranged his marriage? What about the different cultures? Like dude c'mon! You can't possibly like these guys seriously? Like, seriously?

(I never thought of any of that, the words in italic are said by that person whom I think is very psychotic when liking someone....)

Most of the time I approach my crush, it is with the intention of being friends, normal friends or maybe slightly closer. It's fun to just know the crazy side of them (as they're with their friends) instead of the romantic cheesy lovey part (as in lovers). Like Tikah said, maybe we look obsessed and psychotic but at least people know that he's just an eye candy; a hot and nice one. Instead of secretly liking and obsessing over someone thinking of ways to make him like you back, god no.

I like him cause he's gorgeous, and his attitude is a bonus. The more we talk the more I'll like him, but the longer it gets, the more I'll just wanna be just friends. That's how my crush-cycle goes. Crush cycle usually ends with one of us stop talking to each other and then comes a new one. It's nothing serious, don't flatter yourself too much if you find out I've a crush on you. Cause it could be that I really really am into you, or it could be just.....well, a crush.

I'm not a serious kind of girl, I'm the kind of girl who likes to have fun do crazy things have adrenaline rush and shits like that. If there's one thing I am least serious about, it's this crush-relationship thingy. And until I find someone who can bear with my childish (sometimes bimbotic) attitude and break the crush cycle, it will go on and on and on,

And on.