Space.

I don't know if I had told you that I've moved to a single room. (Too lazy to check as I'm writing this)

It's gets very boring at times. No one to say "hi good morning!" when you wake up and to say "goodnight assalamualaikum!" before you sleep. No one to turn to ask a random question/respond to a random statement that cross your mind at random times.

But at the same time it's great to have my own space.

Also at the same time, it makes me miss the feeling of having someone there for me. To make it clearer, I miss being in love with someone. Sometimes when I wake up I wish there's someone I could call and just say "hey how're you I miss you" but the thing is, I don't even have a crush. Unless if I have Harry Styles number of course.

Or maybe I just miss my mom, I think I can do that if my mom is still around. It would be weird to suddenly call anyone let it be my siblings or Uda or even my dad, but I can imagine saying that to my mom. But oh well let's focus on the ones we have instead if what we don't, kan?

Hi how're you I miss you ummi ❤️