New goal.

I've a sudden urge to perform hajj. I can afford it, I think. But "mampu" isn't just about the money, it's about so many other things. So of course it's not possible because 1) it's not the hajj season (lols) and 2) do I have to say it again that I'm a dental student? 

I can skip classes for a week or two but definitely not a month or two. I know I can always perform umrah first, but I think it's best if I do the compulsory one first, cause well stating another obvious thing, I don't have all the money in the world.

I'm determined to perform hajj during my internship year (inshallah! #determined) but another problem is, I can perform hajj alone, or with a couple of girlfriends, I need a mahram guy. I hope I can go with my family, but my siblings have little kids, and I think my single brothers (now) would be married by then. Maybe I can ask my dad, but he has his family and little kids too.

Hmm where there's a will there's a way. I hope Allah will make ways for me to be able to reach my noble goal. I'm so so so determined about this. Wee inshallah!! ❤️❤️