Sabr.

The exam is postponed, which means more time to feel shitty, more time to be in this hellhole, more time before I can go back home.

Okay it is probably a good thing since I'm not yet fully prepared (as if I ever will be) but it's also devastating. I'm on the verge of breaking down I don't know if I could stay sane for a week longer. 

My head feels like it's going to burst any time. I can't even study anymore. Sigh :(