Suicide.

One thing I learned after reading Thirteen Reason Why is that the people who killed themselves are selfish. 

In this case, Hannah. She's so freaking selfish. Selfish how she chose to send those tapes around, trying to make the people around her becomes just as miserable as she was. Because if she meant to do it for them to change, she should give the tapes to 13 of them, only for their part of the story but no, she told every stories about everyone to everyone else.

And when she was contemplating on how should she commit the suicide, she decided to not hang herself cause she couldn't stand how her parents would feel seeing her in her room in such a horrid condition. THEN HOW WOULD THEY FREAKING FEEL WHEN THEY KNOW YOU COMMIT SUICIDE HANNAH?! Don't you ever think about that?!

And you even involve the very innocent Clay and Tony, they shouldn't know, and I wouldn't blame Mr. Porter either. They tried but you took it the wrong way, so it's not their fault. You committing suicide cause a freaking mess in everyone's lives!

So people please, if you ever think of commuting suicide (for real) then please, think of all the people who care for you. You said "everyone cares, but not enough" well, the world doesn't revolve around you, dear. Of course Mr. Porter care about you cause you're one of his students, but you can't expect him to care for you and only you.

Your parents care do care for you, and Clay freaking cared for you and you pushed him away! Urgh instead of making me sad, this book pissed the hell out of me.