Scary thing.

This is just gonna be another post where I rant about relationship (despite never having been in one).

In the world where everything is shared on the social media, it always feels like relationship is such an amazing beautiful thing. We only see what people choose to show. Though there are couples who would show even the bad side of their relationship.

But those are merely virtual. I don't even know those people I found on my explore page. When it comes to someone close to you, you get a clearer insight about relationships.

It's scary how you've been head over feels over someone, and the next day you wake up, the feeling is just....gone. You just feel like 'I don't like/love him anymore.'

It's scary how even when you're already in a relationship, when you feel like you're madly in love with each other, suddenly you did something that totally piss of your partner. Up to a point where he feels like 'do I really want this?'.

It's just so so scary how easily people's hearts change. And quoting The Script, "when a heart breaks, no it don't break even."

The fact that I know very well how messed up I can be, makes this whole idea of relationship a freaking scary one. Like, I can't picture anyone totally unrelated to me to be able to handle me when I'm at my worst. I'm crazy enough even when I think I'm alright, and when I say I'm impossible when I'm at my worst, I'm not exaggerating.

I'm a hopeless romantic, who have a serious issue with commitment. That's how complicated I am. Haha. Tadaa