India.

I hate this extremely emotional, severely depressed, deeply unhappy girl I am most of the time I'm here. I'm out of will to keep up with the positivity cycle. Everything inside me is falling apart.

I'm exhausted. Third year has been hell busy, but not the kind of busyness that I enjoy. Like I only enjoyed Oral Surgery and Prosthodontics posting. The other postings drained my energy for unnecessary reasons. Like just sitting and waiting for hours and hours doing nothing. It's far more tiring than being busy with things to do.

And at the moment, I feel claustrophobic with the little amount of time we have left before the trip. And the fact that the trip clashes with my General Medicine paper adds up to the stress, though Dr. Amur is really cool about it. And another fact that we'll be having our General Surgery paper an hour after we've landed in Hubli is just asdfhjkl 

We even have practical exams the following week.

Sigh. Such a terrible terrible timing.