Baaaaaanyak kali okay rasa macam ni sampai tak tahan dah rasa. Tahu, tahu semua benda okay. Nothing is wrong nowhere. Everything is alright. Tapi still ada je silly thoughts in my head yang try to convince me otherwise. Banyak kali je he doesn't reply my text, jarang pun text back to back for hours, text once in a while tapi every time overthink, lepas tu dia text okay je nothing is wrong. Plus you're an adult already Madihah, petty things like this pun kau nak serabut ke. It's nothing, dia tak reply now, so?
My rational conscious side is really trying to be fine cause I can rationalise this. But my unconscious side controlled mainly by my anxiety? "This is it Madihah. He's sick of you, you're boring to say the least. Who wants an attractive girl but with a dull boring soul? Back off Madihah, end all this, this is not working, this is impossible."
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