Finding your 'the one' ain't easy. Even in movies, the hero or heroin has to go through a lot of things, a lot of heartaches, a lot of waiting in order to be happily ever after. But the thing is, it seems easy to wait when in movies, because you know that he/she is the one. Unlike in real life, you can't guarantee that your wait will be worth it, you wouldn't know if in the end he'll be the one you spend the rest of your life with. You might think he's special and all that, but yeah, no one knows what the future holds.
I used to think (which was a few weeks ago), how lucky it is to have someone loves you the way John loves Savannah, the way Leo loves Paige? The thing is, I don't need all that. I have my family, who loves me the way Charlie and Renee loves Bella, my best friends who love me the way Patrick loves Spongebob, the way Hermione and Ron loves Harry. I don't need Leos nor Johns to feel loved. I was back on my feet, and then you came along. Having a crush on you, or more like falling for you, was my second biggest mistake, after thinking that maybe this time things will, somehow in a way, be different.
I don't know if I had said or done anything wrong, I don't even wanna think about it. We stopped talking, and that's just it. Typical, no? I somehow have things to say, but maybe that's just an excuse to talk to you.
It's time to get back to my drawing block, to start over on a new sheet, repaint the whole picture of just me, my family and my best friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
Start living like a BDS student Madihah, get busy, get nerdy!
I used to think (which was a few weeks ago), how lucky it is to have someone loves you the way John loves Savannah, the way Leo loves Paige? The thing is, I don't need all that. I have my family, who loves me the way Charlie and Renee loves Bella, my best friends who love me the way Patrick loves Spongebob, the way Hermione and Ron loves Harry. I don't need Leos nor Johns to feel loved. I was back on my feet, and then you came along. Having a crush on you, or more like falling for you, was my second biggest mistake, after thinking that maybe this time things will, somehow in a way, be different.
I don't know if I had said or done anything wrong, I don't even wanna think about it. We stopped talking, and that's just it. Typical, no? I somehow have things to say, but maybe that's just an excuse to talk to you.
It's time to get back to my drawing block, to start over on a new sheet, repaint the whole picture of just me, my family and my best friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
Start living like a BDS student Madihah, get busy, get nerdy!
3 comments:
This entry made me realize something. :)
Thanks love. xoxo
What is it???
I don't need a romantic man to love me laaaah. I just need my family and friends~ That was what your post is all about kan. hahahaha
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