I can't.

Sigh I should stopping letting my emotions control me. I should stop letting myself feel this way. I'm back to hating this place with all my might, try as I may I can't control my temper.

I've been skipping a lot of classes lately just because "I don't feel like it". I thought the short getaway would set me free from this but it didn't. The fight with the stupid bitchy warden who always tries to trouble us, the argument with the fake two-faced principal and the stupid bus who splashed the muddy water on my white lab coat just now makes everything shittier.

Everyone can stay quiet I don't mind being the one fighting, for the right thing. Idgaf if it's against the rule. What would they do? Throw me out of the college? I'd be glad.

If I were to let out what's in my heart right now, it would be ten-pages full of curse words. Sigh. Will I ever be okay again?