Rojak.

I think this is crazy, but I find myself losing interest in travelling. I just got back from Paris and London, a family trip. It was fun, god of course it was, very fun indeed. At the same time it was very very tiring. The only thing that makes up for all the energy lost was seeing my family, seeing the little kids Hawa and Jasmine. Probably because it was too too tiring. I doubt "backpacking around Europe" will stay on my Bucket List. I would still love to travel, but not the tiring backpacking kind of travel, I want to travel leisurely, just go from a place to another without a really packed schedule. I look forward to travel to Spain and Italy for winter, cause I already told 'Afaf I want a relaxing vacation, and she thinks the same too. Thank God!

I know I should blog more about the spontaneous trip, but I really just don't feel like it. It was too short, like when people ask how was it? I'll just say godd it's so so tiring! But it was fun cause I get to see my family. And the short trip was probably the best cure to homesickness. I'll be back in Malaysia mid July can't wait to see everyone again!

So, (moving on to a whole different topic) I was actually searching for something else, but I came across the blog of a friend, someone who used to be my very close friend who has now become my acquaintance. I'm not gonna say "There's no one to be blame, we go on separate paths" and all, no. Because for this one, I choose to not stay friends with you anymore. Cause I know things that you most probably have no idea that I know, why would I be friends with someone who tells me lies kan? I wouldn't mind my friends keeping secrets from me, everyone has secrets, small ones big ones, little ones and dark ones. But telling me lies, it's not really something I can compromise with. And you're a bad influence to me. Yes I know it's not something that I should put the blame on others, but I just think that staying away from you keeps me from doing the bad things. I'm sorry though, but that's just life. In everyone's life, people keep coming, some stay some goes away. For you, I'll be the kind of friend who doesn't stay. And also to many other people. Cause I'm not that very good of a friend. Or maybe sometimes I'm too honest people can't suck up the truth. Probably the repulsive trait I have inside of me, but I can't help it. If I really think of you as my friend, especially a very good friend, I'll tell you what I really think, I'll let you know if you've changed, I'll tell you if what you do is wrong, I'll tell you all that cause I care. If you think that's me being rude and harsh, well then I'm sorry. Seasons change and so do people. No matter how much people hate winter, they still have to adapt to it to go on with life, right? Guess I just gotta adapt myself to the changes.