Hm

Alhamdulillah facing weeks of terrible terrible mood swing, I'm feeling better now. I feel good indeed, and of course it is with His blessings.

Tapi macam mana mana pun, I can't help feeling this hole in my chest whenever my thought wanders to her. I've been missing her way too much lately it's almost impossible to shake it off like how I always did. I miss you Ummi. I miss you so terribly I don't know what I could do about it. Doa, yes, inshallah I've never forgotten you in my doa. But I miss you, your presence, physically. I miss you.