Interest.

Well something hits me kinda hard today. No matter how close you are to someone, you can never really expect them to be excited for the things you're excited for. And as for me, who is easily excited over every single thing, who kinda like over react to all the things, it's really very hard. 

It's annoying, but you can't blame them. Just cause you get excited for people doesn't mean they'll get excited for you. Just cause you're disappointed, doesn't mean they'll be there to have your back. Just cause you're broken, doesn't mean they'd wanna share the pain with you.

A fortnight ago I was very disappointed about something and the person I talked to happened to be the wrong person who obviously don't give a shit.

And today I'm so excited for something and again, I think I talked to a different, but still the wrong person.

It just....kills everything. If it's excitement, the happiness is killed and if it's pain, the intensity multiplies.

It simply shows people don't give shit. It doesn't matter how much they say they do. Especially when that someone claims to be someone close to you, and you know it's plain bullshit.