Friendship lasts forever, maybe not.

I've no idea what caused this sudden plummet of elatedness. I was doing just fine, finishing some homework before I leave this place tomorrow night while watching a movie, and then suddenly there's this weird feeling in my heart.

Probably it's the random thought I had in the afternoon. How I've lost so many good friends this year. Some friends which I thought would last forever. How much it hurts knowing you're the only one who cares. How much it hurts to see the other parties don't even give a shit about the broken long-term friendships. It hurts so freaking bad.

But what can I do? I can't be the only one fighting for it. I never thought it's possible to literally get tired of something like that but some people teach me that it really isn't.