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"What happened to hopeless romantic?"

"That's so unlike you, Madihah."

I've been getting that from my closest friends lately. Well, maybe I've changed. Maybe all of the things that happened in my life is now pushing me to the ground. Making me realize how stupid I was doing all the stupid thing I did thinking I could change how things work. Cause I can't. Nothing ever turns out the way I favor. Don't know if it ever will. Don't think it ever will. I've lost hope.