As the title mentioned above, this is just a random thought.
How would you feel, when a guy (that you like, somehow) fall for you. And, only to find out the reason is that you're very much like the girl he used to love. Or more like the girl he loves but can't have?
It's like Adele singing 'never mind I'll find someone like you' and in this case, you're the someone like her/him?
Damn girl, I'll be crashed. At this moment, imagining myself in that position, I could feel my self-esteem dissipating, I could feel my heart lurching and I don't think I could ever feel like I'm worth it anymore.
Imagine, all these while that you've been together, he had been having an image of another girl with him.
Oh god, I wish no one ever had to face this situation ever. I wish I would never have to face this situation ever ever ever.
Such a stupid random late night thought oh god and now my heart's breaking and I don't know what to do hahaha. Oh god I'm so terrible and handling feelings. Even a silly thought like this affect my heart so much.
Allah, make me strong. Give me the most beautiful love story that's ever been written. I believe in you and I know you know what's best for me, and I know you won't test me with something more than I can bear. Oh Allah, how thankful I am to have been blessed with such a beautiful religion. What would I do without your love. Please, always shower me with your love and blessings. I look forward to the day when I can finally meet you, one day in Jannah, inshallah ❤️
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