I'm done.

You're not gonna read this, I mean it when I said "probably the last time you checked on me was a thousand years ago", probably cause lately the only times you bother to talk to me is when you've guy-problems or you met an interesting guy, or when you've a life crisis. I know, sometimes you can sense I'm mad/annoyed/irritated but what did you do? You make more silly jokes, more harsh hurtful jokes. Why can't you just say sorry? Sekarang you say "sorry I suck" for what? To make me feel guilty? I can't even make myself feel guilty anymore. I've been trying to keep all these feelings inside; my anger - when the things you joke about offend me, the disappointment - when you can be so insensitive about things I'm passionate about, the greater disappointment when half the time I tell you things you weren't even paying full attention.

Maybe this bff thing is a one-sided thing. Maybe to you I'm just another friend kot. The word "bff" dah masuk buku sejarah je kan? Urgh thanks, thank you very much.