Irritable

Like how I've always been, but today more than any other days. 

Okay not just today, the past few days. Or more like, the past couple of weeks.

Sometimes you might think like your best friends know best but it really doesn't work that way.

It's just frustrating when the one you feel like you can talk to have fucked up so-called funny respond, sometimes it being totally unnecessary, it's just blergh.

My anxiety depression and all sorts of mental problems get worse since I came here so most of the times I say I'm embarrassed, or I'm stressed out, or I feel silly - I mean it and I really do not appreciate you taking it as a joke.

But yeah who cares about you anyway. I guess the quote about how most of the people who listen to your shit never actually really gives a damn is absolutely true.