Initially, I'm wide awake because I came to the realisation that my result may come out anytime soon, within this week most probably.
And, of course, staying up late due to one thing leads to thinking of a thousand other ridiculous things. My life is kinda like....monotonous at the moment. Not complaining though, thankful actually. Drama family tu biasa la, sentiasa ada haha.
But it's you, you and your problems bug my thoughts. Not sure in a good or bad way. I don't know if you're still roaming around the social media or you totally shut down. I wish you'd talk though. I know things are not doing good at the moment, I don't know how you're going through your daily life cause if I were you (I hope I won't have to be in such a position) I'll be damned if I don't talk to my best friends.
I don't know if I can make you feel better. I don't know if I can help you make decisions. I don't know if I even have anything to say but, well I wish you'd talk to someone. Even if it's not me. As long as it's not....him.
Taktau lah nak kata. It's scary to even think of being in such position. I keep on praying and praying that I'll be forever protected from being involved in something like that nauzubillah. In a way benda ni banyak taught me about life. Like how one of my favourite quote go "Wise are the ones who learn from their mistakes, wiser are the ones who learn from others' mistakes".
I hope I'll stick to prioritising my happiness in whatever decision I made, and to think rationally lah of course, despite prioritising myself kan. But yeah tu lah this kind of things, the future, isn't something you can control fully. You can plan, Allah menentukan. Let's pray that He tentukan yang baik-baik sahaja for me. Aminnnnn ❤️
And, of course, staying up late due to one thing leads to thinking of a thousand other ridiculous things. My life is kinda like....monotonous at the moment. Not complaining though, thankful actually. Drama family tu biasa la, sentiasa ada haha.
But it's you, you and your problems bug my thoughts. Not sure in a good or bad way. I don't know if you're still roaming around the social media or you totally shut down. I wish you'd talk though. I know things are not doing good at the moment, I don't know how you're going through your daily life cause if I were you (I hope I won't have to be in such a position) I'll be damned if I don't talk to my best friends.
I don't know if I can make you feel better. I don't know if I can help you make decisions. I don't know if I even have anything to say but, well I wish you'd talk to someone. Even if it's not me. As long as it's not....him.
Taktau lah nak kata. It's scary to even think of being in such position. I keep on praying and praying that I'll be forever protected from being involved in something like that nauzubillah. In a way benda ni banyak taught me about life. Like how one of my favourite quote go "Wise are the ones who learn from their mistakes, wiser are the ones who learn from others' mistakes".
I hope I'll stick to prioritising my happiness in whatever decision I made, and to think rationally lah of course, despite prioritising myself kan. But yeah tu lah this kind of things, the future, isn't something you can control fully. You can plan, Allah menentukan. Let's pray that He tentukan yang baik-baik sahaja for me. Aminnnnn ❤️
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