I shouldn't have stalked you.
This guy was present in my life for a very short period of time. Of course, each and every one of my crush are special in their own way (most of them being tall, fair, cute and wearing glasses), but they're merely eye candies. Most of my crushed I never even dreamed of being with them, I know that we're not gonna end up together or whatever.
So, everyone knows how it was like between me and Hakeem. He was the first guy that I had a very deep feelings for, and the bittersweetness of what we had left a huge impact on my life. I gotta admit that I never thought that I could find anyone who can beat that. It feels like I've felt love, and could there be anyone else out there who could make me feel that way again?
After so many years, this one guy walked into my life. Well, many guys walked into my life, and out of it. But this particular guy, there's just something so special about him. When we talk, things just flowed, our sense of humour is on the same par, our chemistry were so strong I swear to God I could've married him right there and then if he'd ask. I was so certain. Everything about him just feels so right, and things went perfectly fine for some time, and then when I least expect it.....he ghosted. He started seeing a girl from his college. Screw distance. Screw this thousands of miles that exist between us. (He broke up with that girl shortly after that, he's single now, I guess?)
I've moved on. I've long moved on. But time to time, I keep coming across screenshots of your pickup lines in my phone gallery, of your witty jokes which I thought I've deleted. And every time that happens, I would stalk your Instagram and Twitter profiles. Sometimes you're happy, sometimes you're miserable. Your travel pictures, your food hunting pictures, activities that you do over the weekend which I wish I could join.
Could it be that you're the right guy but that was a wrong time?
This guy was present in my life for a very short period of time. Of course, each and every one of my crush are special in their own way (most of them being tall, fair, cute and wearing glasses), but they're merely eye candies. Most of my crushed I never even dreamed of being with them, I know that we're not gonna end up together or whatever.
So, everyone knows how it was like between me and Hakeem. He was the first guy that I had a very deep feelings for, and the bittersweetness of what we had left a huge impact on my life. I gotta admit that I never thought that I could find anyone who can beat that. It feels like I've felt love, and could there be anyone else out there who could make me feel that way again?
After so many years, this one guy walked into my life. Well, many guys walked into my life, and out of it. But this particular guy, there's just something so special about him. When we talk, things just flowed, our sense of humour is on the same par, our chemistry were so strong I swear to God I could've married him right there and then if he'd ask. I was so certain. Everything about him just feels so right, and things went perfectly fine for some time, and then when I least expect it.....he ghosted. He started seeing a girl from his college. Screw distance. Screw this thousands of miles that exist between us. (He broke up with that girl shortly after that, he's single now, I guess?)
I've moved on. I've long moved on. But time to time, I keep coming across screenshots of your pickup lines in my phone gallery, of your witty jokes which I thought I've deleted. And every time that happens, I would stalk your Instagram and Twitter profiles. Sometimes you're happy, sometimes you're miserable. Your travel pictures, your food hunting pictures, activities that you do over the weekend which I wish I could join.
Could it be that you're the right guy but that was a wrong time?
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