Some days I’m strong and some days I’m weak. Just like any other girls or human beings out there. On days where I’m strong, I know my worth, I’ll step up my ego and I won’t let another mess up my mind.
And then there are days where I’m weak. Where you came back just to mess up with my head, where I’d consider lowering down my ego and maybe approve of your request of a second chance.
I hate myself sometimes. It doesn’t really matter how much you’ve hurt me. Once you knock on the door, I always always always open it. No matter how angry, how broken, how messed up you made me, I always forgive and I take you to your words. Once you’ve become a part of my life, you will never really be totally thrown away out of it. I guess that’s my biggest weakness. I always let people come back. I let people hurt me, leave me, messed up with my head. And always welcoming when they apologise, came back and asked for another chance.
I try not to care but I won’t lie and say it doesn’t hurt, cause it does. If that’s your plan, you succeeded. Congrats.
And then there are days where I’m weak. Where you came back just to mess up with my head, where I’d consider lowering down my ego and maybe approve of your request of a second chance.
I hate myself sometimes. It doesn’t really matter how much you’ve hurt me. Once you knock on the door, I always always always open it. No matter how angry, how broken, how messed up you made me, I always forgive and I take you to your words. Once you’ve become a part of my life, you will never really be totally thrown away out of it. I guess that’s my biggest weakness. I always let people come back. I let people hurt me, leave me, messed up with my head. And always welcoming when they apologise, came back and asked for another chance.
I try not to care but I won’t lie and say it doesn’t hurt, cause it does. If that’s your plan, you succeeded. Congrats.
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