This is most probably the last of the very few posts written about you. I would’ve written your full name if you weren’t all too “famous” now. Don’t want your “fans” to come across this blog stalking you on google.
You begged for a second chance. One which I granted, but snatched away a few days later. I was very mad, I was furious. If you were in front of me you might have been awarded with a tight bitch slap on your pretty face. However, now that I’ve calmed down, I’m glad I gave you the second chance. Actually, it’s not you whom I gave the second chance to, it was for myself.
Honestly, I blamed myself for what happened the last time. I was stressed out with my final year exam, and you were struggling to adapt to your new job schedule, and I was being too emotional, I was clingy and pushy. That’s what I felt. I blamed myself for things not working out between us. I said sorry, I wanted things to work out. At that time I wish I could turn back time, to where we begin, to fix things. But you’ve already grown very distant.
It was over. And I moved on. And I’m happy.
You’ll text me time to time. I wasn’t bothered at all. I’ve moved on and to me, you’re a friend. Until one day, you asked if you could “fix things”, that you wanted to “make it right”, that you were “sorry”. The moment I agreed to give you another chance, I know things wouldn’t be much different than the first time, but well I’m Madihah, I gave it anyway.
I wasn’t emotional, I wasn’t clingy, I wasn’t pushy. I was being very neutral, I even tried being a very good friend, to which you said “...but I wanted more.”
Two days later, you start doing shits again. You do things you know very well upset me and all you said was “sorry”? You’re such an ass. You’re worse than Hakeem. It’s a disgrace to him that I even compare him to you. It’s like you purposely want to hurt me. What are you? A sadist? You have fun inflicting pain on others? Fuck you.
But it proves one thing, it wasn’t me, it’s you. Maybe all the pain you felt/feel, you deserve all that. That’s just karma knocking on your door. I hope your pain intensifies. I hope your pain will never go away. This is the most evil thing I’ve ever wished on anyone, but you deserve it.
You begged for a second chance. One which I granted, but snatched away a few days later. I was very mad, I was furious. If you were in front of me you might have been awarded with a tight bitch slap on your pretty face. However, now that I’ve calmed down, I’m glad I gave you the second chance. Actually, it’s not you whom I gave the second chance to, it was for myself.
Honestly, I blamed myself for what happened the last time. I was stressed out with my final year exam, and you were struggling to adapt to your new job schedule, and I was being too emotional, I was clingy and pushy. That’s what I felt. I blamed myself for things not working out between us. I said sorry, I wanted things to work out. At that time I wish I could turn back time, to where we begin, to fix things. But you’ve already grown very distant.
It was over. And I moved on. And I’m happy.
You’ll text me time to time. I wasn’t bothered at all. I’ve moved on and to me, you’re a friend. Until one day, you asked if you could “fix things”, that you wanted to “make it right”, that you were “sorry”. The moment I agreed to give you another chance, I know things wouldn’t be much different than the first time, but well I’m Madihah, I gave it anyway.
I wasn’t emotional, I wasn’t clingy, I wasn’t pushy. I was being very neutral, I even tried being a very good friend, to which you said “...but I wanted more.”
Two days later, you start doing shits again. You do things you know very well upset me and all you said was “sorry”? You’re such an ass. You’re worse than Hakeem. It’s a disgrace to him that I even compare him to you. It’s like you purposely want to hurt me. What are you? A sadist? You have fun inflicting pain on others? Fuck you.
But it proves one thing, it wasn’t me, it’s you. Maybe all the pain you felt/feel, you deserve all that. That’s just karma knocking on your door. I hope your pain intensifies. I hope your pain will never go away. This is the most evil thing I’ve ever wished on anyone, but you deserve it.
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