One after another.

There was this one time when I was very happy with my life, I started to get worried. It's like.... "Kenapa Allah tak bagi apa-apa ujian ni, Allah dah tak sayang aku ke?" I was totally wrong.

I'm not complaining now that I feel I am facing an ujian, also bukan nak riak nak kata bahagia dapat ujian tanda Allah sayang. It's just......I'm just spilling everything here. Things I wanna share, things that I need to let out. Inshaallah.

I've posted some entries on forgiveness. Time after time, it gets harder. I forgive one person, another person comes into my life and screw things up. I forgive another person, someone else cari pasal. Forgiving is not as easy as I thought it was. I'm not really a patient person. I get mad easily, especially on certain things yang macam....ntah la taktau nak kata.

Tapi inshaallah, I'll try my best to be the best. Nak buat benda baik memang bukan senang, banyak je dugaan. Nafsu, hasutan syaitan laknatullah. With Allah by my side, Inshaallah, nothing is ever impossible.

Let's strive to be a better Muslim :)