Gedik sekejap.

I am definitely a night owl and one good thing is that I don't have to be an early bird anymore. That's the good part of a break, cross out the infinite level of boredom. It's great that all the free time I have this time no longer kills me. I overthink, of course but all the stupid thoughts will somehow be cleared after at most a few days.

Okay so actually the main point of this entry is.......... number one because I am sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping yet so number two I am gonna blog about my birthday wishlist, by which my birthday is about two months away heheheheheheheehhe gedik level infinity.

Ala tapi macam tak surprise la kan kalau tulis. Every year I'll make a wishlist and see who knows me well enough guess what I want. But shall we make this year a bit different? It's not like I'm gonna get all of them pun kan or even any of it? And........who still reads this blog anyway? Okay I know Kak Quna and Erin, Aqilah I'm not so sure and Atul on very rare random occasion. Other than that........ I don't think there's anymore so I see no harm in letting it all out here.

So,

Number 1. I want a bouquet of pink roses from someone special. Okay dear my best sweet darling girlfriends please I beg you don't ruin my fairy tale dream on getting the roses from my Mr. Prince Charming. Though I've a crush on someone now but it's impossible to get one from him and so, this #1 shall remain in my wishlist until the following years. I repeat, dear girlfriends don't ruin my dream. It's not that you guys are not special but you know what I mean kan. Haha xoxo.

Number 2. A rainbow cake and/or pavlova and/or red velvet cake. My craving for these three food items hasn't been fulfilled since I don't know how long T_T I don't care even if it's fulfilled before my birthday I still want them hahaha k.

Number 3. Okay yang ni macam emotional sentimental sikit la. I believe none of my siblings read this so I don't mind writing it down. I want a present from them, without me asking for anything. I don't care if it's not something pricey nor too fancy, I just want something as a sign of appreciation, remembrance. It sounds simple but deep inside my heart I know this is kinda too much to ask for. Okay dah takyah nak emotional sangat. Nexttttt!

Number 4. Ni gedik. Nak song dedication. Okay ni sebenarnya kes berangan tahu tak. Next lahhh

Number 5. Ni pun macam sentimental sikit. Since I'm leaving in a bit, I wanna get a frame with a picture of me and the giver. I've always find this the sweetest thing. It somehow symbolises a great friendship where we'll always be on each other's minds despite the thousand miles of distance between us.

Enough with the sentimental stuffs. Let's move on to things that are more materialistic. HAHA.

Number 6. A watch. The last watch I bought was like 2 years ago when I was in Adelaide? Haha I really really love that watch. It died, I need to change the battery. I will, but I still want a new watch. 2 years is a long time okay. Oh and I'm so in love with the kiddy watch I saw in the AirShop on AirAsia. You can change the watch's strip must be fun! Hahaha.

Number 7. M.A.C make up stuffs. I've always loved them. So far I'm only using the foundation and tu pun when I really wanna go out. I don't use it on daily basis. I find it ridiculous to spend so much money on make up so I want it as a birthday present. HAHAHA what the hell Madihah oh god.

Number 8. Lip Smacker in Coca Cola apa ntah. Also in the AirShop on AirAsia. It has many flavours! Coke, Fanta Strawberry, Fanta Grape. It's not like I'm gonna go around kissing everyone, but I think it's cute! Hahaha okay I might just get this one for myself.

Number 9. iPhone 4 cases. I change it all the time. Most of the time cause I'm so ganas they get scratched terribly or worse, totally broken into pieces. Haha.

Number 10. Many many chocolatessss Ritter Sports Ferrero Rocher Kinder Bueno the blue MnM's Sneakers nyumnyumnyummmm

Number 11. A Nissan Fairlady.

Number 12. A house in KL with a swimming pool.

Number 13. A private jet so I can travel the world as I please. Or a flight ticket to France would be cool enough.

Hahahahahahha okay the last three tu kalau ada sugar daddy pun belum tentu dapat hahaha. And I like my presents to be wrapped nicely and tied with a ribbon. I'm a freak and I sound like a bossy perfectionist yikesss. Or maybe I'm a 9-year-old who is trapped in a freaking almost-twenty-year-old body. I doubt my 20th birthday will be any more special than the previous ones but I don't care I still wanna get excited for it. I get excited for everything actually -.-'

It's time to sleep nowwww. Sudah cukup cukup sudah berangan di malam pagi hari. So long and goodnight you alls xoxo babaiii ~

Number 14. I hope he remembers :)

*updated*

Oh well, of course people only read a post once kan? Haha. After posting this entry, I went for a window shopping yesterday and there are actually a lot more things that I have to buy. Luggage and cabin bags, black comfortable flats, a handbag and a few other things I have now forgotten. But the thing is, most of the things I dream of having is somehow involves getting it from my crush. For example, the infinity bracelet, or self-chosen-charms bracelet (which I think is the most romantic thing ever), and number 1 of course. Zzz this is ridiculous. I've learnt that birthdays are nothing since many years back, what makes me think my twentieth will be different? Coz I'll go somewhere far away shortly after that? I doubt that will make any differences.