Novels.

I've been busy. Now that I've all the time in the world, I can read all the books I haven't read.

But you see, one thing about reading novels is, I get too into it. I live inside it, whatever the main character felt, I feel it too. When it comes to those beautiful moments I'm happy, but when it comes to the heartbreaks and bitter parts, I feel all that too. Too emotional eh? I can't help it.

Wanna know why I'm so scared of relationships? Coz I know how heartbreaks feel like though I've never gone through a break-up. I know how unbearable the pain is. Go ahead and call me a chicken for not daring to fave any of it. I'm not a commitment-phobe, I just...I can't imagine going through the heart break phase in real life. No. My heart is too fragile and love is just not worth the risk.